Is it one of the seven mortal sins?
1. Pride
2. Greed
3. Lust
4. Envy
5. Gluttony
6. Hate
7. Sloth
No, it's not, but perhaps it should have been. Friday I felt a lot of self-pity and yesterday I spend the day being ashamed of myself.
I'm still not feeling too well, and I'm not feeling well being a sissy, who has no energy or can do anything. I'm not good at being inactive. According to the papers I got from the hosptal I should be able to have sex and take tough exercises. Oh-yes, I can walk a cautious walk about one kilometre, then I have to go home to the sofa again. I have no energy to read or watch a movie, I don't want to knit, so some days I just lie and gaze our of the window. Ough!
Friday, DH and I went to Ikea, just to do something, but I thought everybody smelled - of strong perfume, smoke and fart. The nausea is at the top of my throat all the time. I do hope I loose some weight since I don't eat very much, that would be a positive side effect.
I just want to feel better - please give me back my life!
Is it too much to ask for?
My poor pitiful, sad, Sanne. I think you need a martini and a massage. :)) Seriously, hope you are better this week. Eat more protein, drink more water and walk some every single day.
SvarSlet-> Flaurella, thank you for your kind words. I do feel a little better today, went for a walk to get a little exercise and a lot of fresh air. I have decided to feel better now!
SvarSletoh Sanne, I am so sad for you. I hope you feel better, but I know when you aren't there is nothing to really do to make you feel that way. Not even a good ole Doris Day movie will cheer you up? I am sending you many digital hugs and cups of tea and biscuits. I wish I could appear there and wait on you. Get better soon!
SvarSletThank you, Donna. You're SO kind. I'm feeling much better now, and pad around doing smaller projecs and enjoy my time at home.
SvarSlet